Pins & Needles!

It just doesn't get any better than this.
Fiona Apple ~ I Want You (Elvis Costello cover).



Lyrics

Alter-Emo!

Twenty Reasons for Depression:

20. I am a total loser
19. I haven't read a book for a long time
18. Everything is always about others
17. Whining and complaining
16. No one to whine and complain to
15. Have heard nothing from Gavin for six months
14. One glass of wine doesn't have the same effect it used to
13. I am unattractive, unsexy and ugly
12. The amount of energy and work into earning (a few) dollars
11. Summer will be here
10. Turning twenty-one
9. Urge to leave home, yet not able to
8. No sex
7. Future is bleak .. be it academic or general love and life
6. Can not write that thing I've been meaning to
5. Loved one's apparent relationship failure (again)
4. I have never had a date for any of my formals
3. Nothing means anything
2. Parents going overseas while I get to water their garden
1. Final exams are here, another unproductive semester and lack of hard-core studying


Fifteen DVD's I'd Like to Own:

15. Sangharsh
14. Khamoshi
13. 100 Days
12. Just Shoot Me (all the seasons)
11. Je T'aime Paris
10. Chuti-r Ghonta
9. Cruel Intentions
8. Beauty and The Beast
7. Manhattan
6. Breakfast at Tiffany's
5. Casablanca
4. Buffy (all the seasons)
3. Love Actually
2. Before Sunset
1. Pan's Labyrinth


Ten Muse Songs I Love:

10. Hysteria
9. Sing for Absolution
8. Cave
7. Sunburn
6. Butterflies and Hurricanes
5. Supermassive Black Hole
4. Map of Problematique
3. Time is Running Out
2. Starlight
1. Endlessly


Five People I'd 'Screw'/Have Sex:

5. John Abraham
4. Sean Connery
3. Dracula (more specifically Gary Oldman)
2. Spike (more specifically James Marsters)
1. Daniel Craig


Three Songs I Wish was Sung To Me:

3. You and Me - Wannadies
2. So Happy Together - The Turtles
1. Ain't No Sunshine - Bill Withers

Simple Things!

My forefathers knew how to make things simple. My forefathers also made an effort to make their next generation make things simple. Somewhere along this 'making-things-simple' continuum things went horribly wrong. Now I find it difficult to make things simple and even worse, I strive to make things difficult and at times take immense pleasure from it.

I had a dream where a boy held me close and moved even closer to kiss me, only to move away the next minute. That felt lonely when I woke up.

Food helps though. Depression hits the hardest when one is hungry.

Maybe it's time to rummage through the fridge.

Three more to go. Three more exams .. and then what?